Wings of Endless Waltz

Recent mishap made me realized just how exciting life can get, they just keep coming. Like a melody that plays endlessly throughout your journey in life. I spend my days, working; reaping whatever joy i can find. Playing gundam, imagining it flying here and there, shooting invisible enemies. Checking my facebook from time to time, hoping for new updates. Staying out till the late nights, reclaiming my birth-rights as a night person. What more can i ask?

So many plans to put into action in order to improve on my financial status. Get the things i want, fulfill my to do list. Well, on the other hand. Christmas was somewhat awesome, met Elena's mum. She was drunk that night on eve's; shes really cool. Just keeps talking and talking and honestly, i swear she is like an older version of Elena in her sober state of mind; laughs* The following day, went for Janet's christmas party, got a 5 sec torture of pure Jack Daniels and many other god know what Jason mixes with fruit punches, which im guessing it contains lots of different different alcohol. *credits to Jason. Yeap, i survived. Neither was i high or drunk. It was awesome, though somehow i think it was due to that delicious cheese broccoli i had earlier during the party.

Did i mention i brought Kin along for both gatherings? Well yeah, thought i showed him alittle bit of my social life. He seemed to have enjoyed himself, im glad. Twisters was just as awesome the second time around since Seema's farewell party last month. Hope to play it again. I think i will be having a New Year's Eve gathering on the 31st, since my house offers great view to the fireworks set to burn off at 12.00am sharp. Well, although there is just one problem, Jason ran out of booze. I mean whats New Years Eves without booze?

Just got back from a drink and a short game with Jason awhile ago. I think his so far the only crazy person i know who's able to company me throughout my Vampire nights; many thanks.
Thats it for now i guess, honestly im quite satisfied with today's update. It breeds a sense of relief as though i have already repaid my sins for neglecting my blog recently. While have a great night everyone; a belated Merry Christmas once again and definately a very HAPPY NEW YEAR! XD

When life hands you a lemon, squeeze it and make lemonade.

"Every negative event contains within it a
seed of an equal or greater benefit."
-Napolean Hill

"Instead of believing the world was plotting to do him harm, he chose to believe the world was plotting to do him good."this particular line struck me, it made me wonder. Well, recently I've been reading a book, by Jack Canfield, co-writer of Chicken Soup For The Soul Enterprises, who built his $80 Million business from nothing. Its an inspirational book unlike any other, real cases of self-made millionaires, super-successful people sharing their thoughts and things they did that made them who they are today. Most of it may actually make you feel like an idiot at first; but in the end, it always brings out the confidence in you.

Lately, been really lazy over blog updates making it way overdue. Since tomorrow's a half day, i guess i just couldn't find myself any more reasonable excuses not to update again. Things are great, ever since believing that my life, is in my complete control. I can do things, imagine things and make them happen. Slowly moving towards my goal. Im glad, for once about anything and everything that happens to me in my life. I think Jack Canfield's my official religion already! Ha! Xd

Christmas once again!

MERRY CHRISTMAS N' A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Nerds Saved My Life

I got my ass glued to the toilet bowl for the past few days, due to minor food poisoning. Still managed to attend the last day of Sales training by the company when my beloved Boss threatened to deduct my salary with "Diarrhea is not an excuse" excuse and insisted that i attend the training. Was really disappointed in her big time; such in-compassion coming from a person who ask everyone to show some everytime. Really, i think she has something against chinese and malays except indians. I seriously don't know why, but i bet she's like that because she was denied Bak Kut Teh and Nasi Lemak when she was young. Hence, resulting in her chinese-ism and malayism. After the training, my face turned pale (according to my friend as we were having dinner that time) and i felt rather uneasy. Suffice to say i vomited shortly after. I felt relieved after that but only to find that my relief was somewhat short lived. As Elena was fetching me home; random as she was, she offered me Nerds and forbid me to have it. I fought for my life as i needed something sour at that time. It was then as i took one into my mouth, i could hear the angels sing " HALLELUJAH", a ray of light, and BURP. I was cured. Damn nerds saved my life, thank nerds not Elena....

Friends

Been very busy lately; can't seem
to find the mood to write something up here. All is well, dad found a job that offers him enough for a better, more steady start of improvements. Feel all so weird lately, as time goes by.


I met this crazy bunch of people, each playing a very important role in my life. Going guitar hero, fixing Gundams doing stupid things. We are almost like monkeys already. And of course, there are just so many things to do, my list is never ending, like for eg. ordering food from Mcdonalds using a drive-thru without a car, race around the shopping-mall on those kiddy entertainment rides, mountain biking.

Jun Yang asked me yesterday what is my purpose in life, i paused and thought for a while. A question i asked so many times to others, yet a question i've answered honestly to myself. I shook my head and said "My purpose in life is simply to live it the way i want to live; Paint my story with colors i see fit; i want to be in control."

It was a funny day out with the ASSES; in-case your wondering, its the nickname for our group of monkeys. Went for breakfast early in the morning, chilled back in college until lunch time where we realized our TRUE potential in Guitar Hero. All those rock songs seems to be inspiring me to touch and molest my guitar laid forgotten by corner of my room singing and playing to phantoms and dust. I feel bad; cool then i should get some batteries for my guitar tuner and hit you-tube for some tutorials. I wanna Rock 'N' Roll! Well, i'll check you guys out soon. Writing an essay after a period of absence inevitably leaves me feeling dizzy for which my brain juices are still a bit dry. XD Well, a very goodnight to you my ASSES n Friends.

With Lotsa Love,
Munky

Hyper-tension

On medical leave today, and went to the doc. Found out that i'm on pre-hyper-tension. Was told to quite being a dragon and breathe smoke. Wow, im really surprise. Not sure what to feel. . .

Heartbreaker

In life, its all about giving and taking. When you give up something, you gain something in return; balance. There seems to be alot of things i gave away this life, but i am slowly gaining new things to compromise and compliment my path that is slowly uncovering as i move along. The every taste of
new unexplored feelings and experiences; all part of growing up. Im really thankful although me and my family are in some really tough situation at the moment; at least i have someone to talk to, to hang out and do stupid things. Im glad, i really am...

Answers

Been wondering for so long, all that brain juice wasted; enough to even power a car around the globe 3 times. In life there is just way too many answers to a question that just leaves you wondering more about whether you've got the right answer.Like what they used to say, life, is just like a roller coaster ride. There are always ups and downs. The weight on my shoulders are getting heavier by the day. The future seems so far away, and lights seemed so dim. So many ideas put to waste due to my lack of incompetence. Giving up halfway like what my friend used to tell me and still does. What am i really good at doing? What makes me happy? Are we all given something in life thats with us from the beginning, yet unnoticed? Quiet it is these days. Every-night trying hard to empty that damn brain of mine. Im so good in giving advice and comforting people, yet all that i've said makes no difference to me. I turn a deaf ear to my own words and wisdom that i implement to those who needed them during their hard times. Why can't i just do what i tell people to do? I feel so trapped somehow....

Mr.Boo

Woke up at 8.15 am. The usual routines of brushing my teeth and getting myself ready for work. Slightly dozing of in the car; the day felt great especially when your preoccupied. The months really slow, numbers are my main concern. So many things to think about, so much worries. The day went by quickly, had a great dinner in Sunway; company's dinner. As i was on my way back home, i saw an sms that sort of tickled some disappointment somewhere in my heart. What a way to end the day...

Near Or Far

Recently, things are getting really quiet. With swine-flu crawling about in god knows which corner, yet no-one is panicking. Speaking of the Malaysian "tidak-apa" attitude, come to think of it, panic is the last thing the government wants in times of crisis. Life still goes on, as always. Dreaming of a more peaceful future, not for mankind no; for me. Relationships are very tough to handle at times. For a person who does not believe in relationships, yet im starting to understand alittle more on why relationships existed in the first place. Maybe we were meant to understand each other from the very beginning, serve as beacon, whether to guide or comfort. Im very grateful, for all the things that happened to me, people that came into my life. Well, im just glad i lived another day to thank you guys and of course everything else. . .

Back, by the rainbows and the sing-a-longs.

Its been awhile, the feeling of fingers punching the keyboard whenever I'm feeling weird or queer about something. I wonder, just how long has it been since I last saw my world painted in colors. The crazy dances accompanied by just as crazy songs that we sing-along through the music player playing on my mobile. All that blues in the night, the love songs that brought hope and never failed to make me smile. With the sun long set, the moon up and glowing, i can't help but to wonder from time to time. Am i just growing up too fast? Kids my age may just be goofing around doing what kids does best; wait, teenagers i mean. Well, im still glad that i'm writing again. I miss you bloggy ^^