Blood

Its been quite sometime since i saw blood flow like that. I was being a sadist, even though only for a moment. I licked it, honestly. Yeah, i can almost already hear the "ewwwww" reverberating in my skull. Its just blood, at least not cum? XD

Glad i had something to do yesterday and today. Went to Alex's new house for a slumber night out. Apparently, according to alex, my role was to "warm" the house for Chinese New Years. Funneh!?
Went for a movie marathon the next day, YEAP! Today!

Watched 14 Blades and Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. Well, too much cina movies for the cina new year. Everything is going as lazy and slow for the holidays.

Seems like the Army of Two Mask is in the airport already. Can't wait for it to arrive safely in my hands, where i can put it on and hit Shanghai with a BANG BANG! HERE COMES SALEM!
Im getting rather annoyed by the way some people is reacting, or doing behind my back. Constantly seeking information on my whereabouts, the stuff that i did, on and on like a psychologically disturbed maniac deprived so much of attention. Boy is she getting on my nerves. Making bitchy statements to my sister. Its way over-board.

I see her shadow everywhere i go, they keep telling me that she understands now. Shes different now, but whatever that she is doing, she simply isn't giving me any chance to believe in whatever they say. Even just for a brief moment. I made a point never to write about anybody in particular in my blog, except for my feelings in a very confusing way. But i guess i just can't help it. I know she be reading it. Well, i shall keep her name and personal particulars private for that matter. Its the least humane thing i could do for her. Honestly, if this goes on, i promise i will personally break those bonds we shared; i mean it.

Other than that, new years fine... so far. Well, Ima hit the slumber train now. Aeron says to meet him in slumberland at 3am; in an open field filled with flowers and wheat. Yeah i know, why wheat? 0.0 Nites!

The GRRRRR New Year

Never thought i would be blogging in a cc, especially on the countdown to eves. Slept from 6pm till 11am yesterday; never thought i would say this but, im damn sick of sleeping. LOL! Works been hectic recently, with all that nagging and constant limitless expectations of results. Damn, it just keeps getting better and better. When life seem nevertheless meaningless by the days, theres always one person or someone to keep it interesting. So much for new years, its only just the first day and its boring my eyeballs off. On a side note, its really hot these days, so hot that even charizards can die.

Been revisiting my world of creativity. I feel a story coming on, i run on inspiration. Reunion dinner was awesome, drank the "its been 4 years since i last drank" lotus soup. Really good food whole day long. Just looking out by the balcony, all those houses lined in rows. All those people having their dinners same as i was. I don't know but it was a cool thought. I can't imagine just how it was like to see the world through their point of view. So many different stories to be told. I think i sort of forgotten how it was like to have someone real close to me. Someone whom i do everything and everything together. Someone whom i depend on and vice-versa. But then again,those feelings existed only in my fantasy. It never did happen.

Come to think of it, i still have Jason's Gundam Unicorn to complete. At least something to do for Chinese New Years. Well just in-case, nothing pops up. I mean really...

Well for all those peeps and bitches out there, Have a Great Chinese New Year, don't be too ang pao minded, when visiting pals, do it for the sake of them, not the ang paos! XD That was the true meaning of Chinese New Year anyways. Ciaoz. Grrrrrrrrrrr

My Journey Over The Rainbow So Far

"I like to believe Fantasies exist" honestly i do. So far back in the past, there were probably countless things I've missed out on; things i was not given a choice to; or perhaps it is too late now to think i have a choice back then. Recently, as i tried to accept there really are fantasies in this world; the more disappointing it gets.

Rushing for a dateline, my designs for upcoming OPEN DAY left unattended. Dying for inspiration to hit me so that i may continue my work; My fire is burning on inspiration, without it im nothing more than just a kid. Been really busy lately, trying hard to solve and face every problems and challenges thrown at me; with a smile of course XD.

Can't wait for New Years Holiday, applied leave so i sort of got the whole week off. To goof around, feel lazy and be my age again. Though i seriously doubt i have anywhere to go during Chinese New Year, so much for all those hopes and promises; except perhaps slumber land? lol.

I can't give up, giving up simply just ain't an option; though somehow i see no point in doing so. Damn, the pessimism is killing me, its like my soul is split into two. The optimistic one and the Pessimistic one. Life just ain't so fun anymore when you know its just a lie; sometimes i wish i can live forever-more in a lie. But then again, even so, someday the dream will end won't it?

Adios my lovables, have a great night!

Williams!

Went to William's for dinner tonight. Honestly, three words " DAMN FULL WEI!!!" Food was awesome, cheered me up big time. Nothing works better than good food. Told Aeron about it, thought of bringing him there to try sometime. Like a wise men once said, Sharing is Caring. Yeah. Past two weeks' been rather tiring, working on without rest. Getting screwed by boss for slack of sales and the usual yada da mango routines. Still all that cranky today, but everything's fine after talking to plants, punching of keyboards, lots of ciggys and some usual hang outs. I cant really seem to find the source of this unbelievable rage that is residing within me. I must seek to find my zen of peace once again, meditate in the shower pretending it to be nature's waterfall. Yes i should. . . .

Still, please continue to surprise me life, bring it on, and i will rock the sock with a song. Imitating the Michael Jackson dance, getting high on sugar and goofing all day till my troubles or stress gets sick of me. XD YEAH! Thats how i ROLL! Cheers!