Hyper-tension

On medical leave today, and went to the doc. Found out that i'm on pre-hyper-tension. Was told to quite being a dragon and breathe smoke. Wow, im really surprise. Not sure what to feel. . .

Heartbreaker

In life, its all about giving and taking. When you give up something, you gain something in return; balance. There seems to be alot of things i gave away this life, but i am slowly gaining new things to compromise and compliment my path that is slowly uncovering as i move along. The every taste of
new unexplored feelings and experiences; all part of growing up. Im really thankful although me and my family are in some really tough situation at the moment; at least i have someone to talk to, to hang out and do stupid things. Im glad, i really am...

Answers

Been wondering for so long, all that brain juice wasted; enough to even power a car around the globe 3 times. In life there is just way too many answers to a question that just leaves you wondering more about whether you've got the right answer.Like what they used to say, life, is just like a roller coaster ride. There are always ups and downs. The weight on my shoulders are getting heavier by the day. The future seems so far away, and lights seemed so dim. So many ideas put to waste due to my lack of incompetence. Giving up halfway like what my friend used to tell me and still does. What am i really good at doing? What makes me happy? Are we all given something in life thats with us from the beginning, yet unnoticed? Quiet it is these days. Every-night trying hard to empty that damn brain of mine. Im so good in giving advice and comforting people, yet all that i've said makes no difference to me. I turn a deaf ear to my own words and wisdom that i implement to those who needed them during their hard times. Why can't i just do what i tell people to do? I feel so trapped somehow....