You always say things. Things that irritate, things that annoy, things that anger, things that hurt. 5 years we have been together, 5 years the wheels of our relationship kept spinning. We have been through a lot, to be honest, coming up to this point is no easy feat. However, lately, it has been such a torment for me. The things of our past keep replaying in my head like a broken record. I find myself constantly checking your online activity to see if you are ok. Weird, I could have just asked you about it, but I cannot seem to bring myself to do it. Somehow right now, it seems easier to love you from afar. I'm happier seeing you live your own life, doing the things that you like and seeing you happy. It would seem that my existence in your life brought about too many expectations, discomfort, and unhappiness. I know I may not be a somebody, but neither am I a nobody. I guess we won't be seeing each other for a long while. Maybe, this is the break that we both need.
